isn't it irony when people you dont like doesnt know that you dont like him/her and still continue to be close with you? mayb.. perhaps.. im the one being hypocrite. but.. i think it takes alot to say something like.. 'i dont like you, stop talking to me'. moreover, its not like i really hate him/her. its just.. i dont know how to explain either. the thing the problem lies with me. really.

as i grow up, my circle of friends are getting smaller and smaller. thats pretty pathetic isnt it? there are lesser and lesser close friends. even some that i use to be very close to, i dont talk to now. or rather, i choose not to. i mean.. if someone that you havent talk to for months, he/she suddenly approach you and talk to you like she/he is still as close to you like before, isnt that wierd? you will have that kind of feeling like.. 'eh? is he/she up to some motive again? how come so randomly come talk to me?' perhaps, im thinking too much. but.. i just think that its human nature.

okay. thats why i said its the night that kills. i can get like really emo during the night, when im all alone.

Joyce
I LOVE BOB :)
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