uh huh. i dont feel like doing work again. thats why im here again. sch is gonna reopen soon. real soon. and i think im lagging behind. i did nothing productive so far. nothing. whenever i wanna do something productive, ill feel damn tired, then give like 234239890 reasons why i should slp or even youtube and dont do work. whenever i tell myself to go back to sch and do research or even revise, ill give another 239498234 reasons why i shouldnt go. motivation motivation motivation. i got no motivation. a gd gpa seems to difficult and impossible for me. im just like another random soul trying so hard to get smth thats impossible. this sem result will tell me if i should continue to work hard or just dont give a damn about it for the rest of the 3 semesters. i realise that when the night falls, i start to think alot, and get emoemo. but sometimes i do reflect. so.. mayb its not a bad thing afterall. hmm..

and my nose is annoying. it makes my ears blocked and i cant exactly hear what people say to me. its seriously irritating. and sore throat. thats like the ultimate. each time i swallow my saliva, its like im swallowing fire kind of shit. oh man. and the medicine is making me feel drowsy again. mayb tonight will be an early night for me perhaps.

Joyce
I LOVE BOB :)
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