.Thursday, January 15, 2009@5:48 AM.
yes, today is thursday, meaning its ssm day again.
but on a happier note, its my last week at toptable.
perhaps sugarloaf will be a better place for me.
i cant be captain for god sake.
i was really really tensed up just now.
i swear every guest sense it.
and thats damn terrible.
because one of the table is some VIP.
i dont wanna name who,
because i dont wanna remind myself how screwed up i was.
was kinda reflecting while im on my way home.
was trying to find out the real problem for today.
and its still the lack of confidence.
fucking annoying.
i hate it when the whole world sense it.
i just cant hide it.
but i swear by next week i'll feel confident and everything.
the fact that ill be sugarloaf's assistant head waitress.
im gonna make it.
yes. (:
do come to sugarloaf to support me on thurs okay!
haha. (:
throughout my two weeks at toptable,
i've learn alot. really.
service tutors were really nice and everything.
Mr Nicolas M especially.
haha. im not saying others are not good,
just that i prefer him. haha. (:
some might say that he's not nice or whatever,
but i beg to differ. (:
tmr is finally friday.
but well, there's alot to be done this weekend.
world issues proj.
accts/mice/fest tutorial.
make necessary arrangement for next week's operation together with Amanda.
importantly,
start on fest reflection report.
cant afford to screw up because i screw up too many subjects alr.
oh yes, i got back ticketing results yesterday.
not something to be proud of,
so yeah.
its 10pm now and im really tired.
time to hit the bed and tmr's gonna be a better day!
(:
J. @ the13thchapter
