i think i should get a life, seriously. sometimes, it really hits me hard when i see people achieving lots of things in life when they're somewhere around my age. but again, they are also people bumming around with no aim in life. was down for f1 training few days back and had this mini ice breaking session. wasnt anything major to some but somehow, triggered me to think of some important stuffs? during the introduction, we're suppose to talk about our passion or what we like to do. i said something which appears funny to many. but, i really mean it when i say it. okay, perhaps thats not the point. the point is, passion. i seriously dont have a passion. im not even saying something that i can venture in future, im just saying something productive that i enjoy doing. i dont even know what i enjoy. and no, im not emo-ing now. i fucking hate people who say im emo. damn you seriously. dont know what im going thru so fucking keep your comments to yourself. if you understand me well enough, you wont think that im emo-ing and start giving those shit ass comments. who doesnt like to be happy and smile all the time? im not a psycho that doesnt like to smile and treat people coldly. but, i just dont like to force a smile when i dont feel like smiling. what's the purpose seriously. to pretend that im feeling happy when im not? what rubbish. and i dont like it when what i used to have is taken away. i wouldnt say it feels wierd without it, but i feel empty. if i know that i would feel this way. right from the start, i wouldnt want it to even take place.

Joyce
I LOVE BOB :)
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