im pretty stressed up with school now.
with all the assignments and tests coming in,
i think imma die sooner or later.
i think that explains why jogging becomes even more frequent now.
i think i jogged like, four times last wk?
nmm, i swear i was effing stress.

and today,
i think its because all the stress was accumulated up to the brim,
i literally just burst. BOOMZ
okay.
maybe its not just because of the stress level,
but because i always have this sickening like the whole world snatch my Wooyoungowe me money kind of temper when i wake up in the morning.
and also i haven ate anything since five pm the day before.
people who know me well should know that,
eat very much = to my life.

and so,
with all those thing accumulated,
i just flared up during project meeting.
and my poor grpmates gotta tahan me.
i admit i really hate last min meeting but there was actually a better approach to settling the problem.
but at that point of time,
my mood wasnt so much of how to put it across in a nicer way.
its more of,
i wanna tell you how i feel kinda thing.

so, me being me,
starting using all the very glam words to express myself and it kinda.. shock them?
hahaha.

hey dudes.
im sorry la.
i think the way i put my message across wasnt right.
but, pls dont take it to heart alright.
you guys know i dont mean it when i use those words.
its just like my everyday language,
so, dont get too offended pls.

i think poor leader and asst leader was in a dilemma and state of shock?
hahahaha.
i think anyone in the grp who received my msg will think that way la.
BUT!
once again, im sorry okay people.
i promise no next time./
(:

i know what you all waiting for la.
waiting for me to post the conversation only right.
ahhahaha.
post la post la.
anyway i think the way leader replied me was kinda funny also.
hahahaha.

Me: Hi all. We all have our individual commitments and schedules for the day (maybe not you all but i have). So can we have a common understanding not to have any last min meeting unless its fucking urgent like tmr is the fucking consultation or deadline? We give and take as a grp. So, since you guys included me in your grp. So, can just accommodate to my deadly working style which is sticking to schedule as possible. Yup.

Grp leader: Hey we have rectify a situation that will hinder our performance, therefore we have come to a conclusion to change our meeting to once a wk. Every Friday. But wed for spa due to *, it will carry on.

Me: Hey. Dont get the wrong idea. I kinda dont have any issues with meeting three days a week alrdy. because im used to it. And i understand that its gd to meet up to share so as to provide the sense of security for everyone. So, my main objective is to stick to that three days. So yeah. Thanks for rectifying the problem anyway. (:

Grp leader: Haha. Okay. But we feel tat it will be beta to meet on one day onli lo. Den we got more time for personal and research. Isit fine for you?

HAHAHAHAHA.
still use the word rectify and hinder sial.
my grp members so cute rightttttttttttttttt.
they are not obliged to tahan my attitude but they so sweet lehhhhhhhhh
ahahahhahaha.
(:

so, my lovely, pui-ty, handsome, cute, charming, humorous grpmates,
pls forgive me okay.
dont bu yao wo!
HAHAHAH
(:

Joyce
I LOVE BOB :)
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